Sacrifice for the Future

How I wished the music concert had not come and had not yet passed so swiftly. When it comes, it means that the day I'm going give up my violin classes is approaching. When it passes, it means that I'm left with very little time for practices. Yet, the exam is coming soon. I really have no idea how am I going to practise once my school starts.

Opting a better choice comes with sacrifices. For now that I've already decided to go to Kolej Matrikulasi Kelantan to further Pre-U studies, it's confirmed that I'm going to leave home very soon. I will only come back when there's semester break, and that will be three months once. I guess it's time for me to experience independence. Yeah, INDEPENDENCE BUT NOT FREEDOM. I will still be locked up for weekdays and I guess Saturdays and Sundays too.

Speaking about violin and I don't know how I can really survive from the thirst of playing a music instrument. This may seem a little exaggerating but I'm not willing to be part with my violin or piano. There're my best companions apart from my friends and families. Well, sacrifices must be made. I can't deny that I'm lucky enough to be selected to study in matriks, there's no room left for me to complain. I appreciate the chance given and i accepted the offer. I won't regret sooner or later although I have to give goodbye waves to my friends, family members and my music classes, because I've made myself a vow: I will come back and continue my music route.